photo's

a few pictures of my past week.
I need to collect the rest, but people don't always listen when you tell them to send pictures :).




Quayside with Aster & Evelyne <3



Pool Planet.


Planning our week :)


De Muse


Lots of love,Tascha ♥

Alter ego.

We all have images in our head of the person we would like to be.
And those who just thought: No, what the fuck is she saying: get real.
Everybody would love to escape into this character you made up for just one night.

The person I would like to be.. I put a lot of thought into that and I still don't have the ideal person figured out. But for this age and what I'm feeling like at this stage in my life, I got a pretty good image.
Girls, wouldn't you love to be the girl that can make every guy kiss her feet? In one bat of your eyelashes, one lick over your lips or just a little blink, you get what you want. The man that refuses everyone at the door of that hot new nightclub opens the door for you and even offers you a free drink. That cute guy at the other side of the club notices you and wishes he could dance with you all night - which isn't possible ofcourse, damn, there five more waiting. That boy you've got a huge crush on is grateful that you even notice him, but then you realise; can he really please me? Yeah, living the life of a femme fatale for one day, or even better, one week sounds amazing to me.
But somehow, I couldn't imagine myself being one. To shy, to ashamed, to selfinsecure, don't know what it is but I don't see myself living that life.
I'm not a fan of romance and I detest the idea of having a long relationship and depending on eachother, but seducing every guy you meet sounds kinda slutty.. Or maybe it's the side of me that wishes that some day someone liberates me from my fear of falling in love.

So before you get the wrong idea of me; I'm not trying to be that woman, 'cause I haven't got half of the selfconfidence that a girl needs for that.
Just wanted you all to think about the character you would chose for just one day or night. And maybe, if you have the guts, go out and be that person for a while..
Lots of love,Tascha ♥

Nobody's perfect but that doesn't mean we shouldn't aim at being it. - just popped into my head.

I've got to step it up.

What a day !
I went from being totally stressed out at the office to laughing my ass off in the city. At the office, I couldn't remember anything of all the things I learned, my mind just stopped. And when I had nothing to do, that someone who used to entertain me still didn't text me, so I got bored. When it was five o' clock, we went home, had dinner at my grandma's and I rushed home. I was going to the movies with Laura, Naomi and Stephanie to see Step Up 3D. Lore and Sanita watched the movie later on that evening 'cause they couldn't make it on time. It was 3D so we we're all making fun of our glasses. They looked a little bit like Ray Bans and the manufacturer thought it was necessary to mention on the wrapping that you couldn't use them as sunglasses. I mean, go figure how stupid some people are if it's even required to say that..
When the movie started Naomi screeched because she never saw a movie in 3D before. Actually, she screeches all the time :). And from there on, we were in for 1.5 hour of astonishment.
Reasons why you must see Step Up 3D.
♥The Choreography; All the dance scenes make you stare at the screen with an open mouth even more than the 2 movies before.
♥Rick Malambri; is just to hot in a costume.
♥Cute kids; I'm not one of those 'oow look a child, chubichubi' types but the kids in the end are just to amazing in there little bboy outfits. Keep an eye on the little boy with the orange cap and the sunglasses.
And I can go on and on like that but hey; just watch it!

After the film whe went to Pool Planet and had an amazing time. We giggled all constantly and although everyone was looking at us we just couldn't stop! One guy at a playing-machine-thingy watched us all the time in this creepy way and I was all freaked out.

Now I'm at home, ready to go to bed. Tomorrow at 5 o' clock the weekend is finally there! So enjoy yours, I know I will enjoy mine excessively!

Lots of love,Tascha ♥

I'm a working gurl now.

FINALLY, I'm making money! I work at my sister's office at the port of Antwerp. It's damn complicated sometimes.. Why can't I get a job at a nice clothing store and take advantage of the employee discount? Maybe because I wouldn't feel challenged, I do enjoy learning more about this job, but it's definitely tiring.

Yesterday I arrived home, had dinner and went downstairs to smoke. As I sat there, exhausted (don't ask me how that happened), I sank in my chair and looked up. I was staring at the sky when my eyes suddenly spotted two butterflies fluttering around each other and I couldn't help but think about love - yeah I know, I'm usually anti corny. And as soon as that metaphore was made, the couple seperated and went there own ways. So I thought: 'duh, that's love, it hurts'. But then one started chasing the other and they fluttered around each other again. I couldn't help but wonder, if we are like those butterflies and love is like their flight then what's the thing about love that makes us love, leave eachother and chase the other one like fools? It's something you figure out later on in life, but it clashes with my scientific way of looking at things. I know love is an indescribable feeling, but what makes us chase somebody who hurts us? There's no logic there. And they went on and on like that until they finally flew out of sight - together.
After that I went to bed and I slept until 6am, one hour before my wake up call.

Today was my second day at the office - sounds a little bit thrilling, doesn't it? - and I already got offered to visit the quayside this week and I have to attend to Strandwerpen with some clients. Maybe some glamour after all?
Regardless the amount of work or the type of work this week, I keep looking forward to the weekend. Maybe it's because I ended last weekend so heavenly; we ended up at Glenn's instead of the city but I enjoyed it so much.

Thursday evening I already have a break from my working week; I'm watching Step Up 3D with Sanita and Lore. Friday perhaps a party and Saturday is a problem. Me and my best friend - Moriah - arranged to get together with our two other good friends but there's also a homeparty at Kenny's Ö. Heeeelp!
But to say it in office terms when it's time to go home; the problem will still be there in the morning. So I'm going to wash my face, brush my teeth and wrap myself in my bedspread. Ooh life's good at night!

Lots of love,Tascha ♥

'The most beautiful trip of them all is without a doubt the one where love takes you.' - ripped it out of some old magazine.

summertimes.

Hi!!

I know it's been ages and I got a lot of excuses, but I don't know if anyone really cares :).Since the last time I wrote, things have changed. To give you a recap; I graduated, had a boyfriend, went to lloret de mar, lost the boyfriend and currently I'm enjoying myself during the longest vacation I'll ever have.

My exams were so stressy! Math and physics caused me most of that stress but in the end I passed. When the tests were over we were al so happy, we had to party! So our classgroup joined at the Groenplaats and from there we went to Café d'Anvers. My best friend also tagged along and we all had an amazing time. We went home by bike and I had to sit at the back of Lore's bike, so to gain some energy we stopped at Macdo :).
Then I worked for a week and at the end I had my birthday barbeque. I had an amazing time but I also had to deal with the consequences of mixing wine, beer and jenever. Not so great..

The 20th of July, me and my best friend left for Lloret de Mar. The first day we didn't instantly make friends but the second day we met a group of friends, a couple of boys and a girl. We spend the remaining days with them and they are very dear to us now. Moriah broke up with her boyfriend the weekend before we left and she fell in love in Lloret, causing her to finally break the routine of breaking up and making up with her old boyfriend. I am so happy for her!
These people we met became good friends in a week, it's so incredible.
We have so much fun together and you can also have a serious talk with them, which is more than you can say about some boys my age..
Kenny is my new hero, I call him Crême fraicheke. Glenn is my teddybear, so I call him Baloo. Dave is the silent one at first, but once you get to know him, he's hilarious. Danny and Tais don't have secrets about there sexlife and they aren't scared to illustrate it in the middle of the dancefloor. Christophe is quickly aroused and he's fun to tease :). Cédric always has a nice story to tell, even in the middle of a club.
And Sam, who loved me for having a blog and who's going to read this the moment I tell him I wrote it, became one of my dearest friends for having fun, having profoundly conversations and he's fun to pinch and bite :).

The days after Lloret we went to Tongelreep and to Bobbejaanland, Sunday I went to Lore's for some drinks.
The past week was quiet but fun; Wednesday I went to Lore's again to barbeque, Friday I visited Carré for the first time and yesterday I passed Wommelgem first and there my sister picked me up to leave for Central.
Later on today I'm going to Bollekesfeest in the city.
So as you can tell, I'm single again, still living the fast life and I couldn't be more happy.
Don't let your love life determine your happiness. Being happy is an achievement you have to reach all by yourself!

Lots of love,Tascha ♥

"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free till they find someone just as wild to run with them." - Sex and the City