17 september 2010
Today I started thinking about the impact that a kiss can have on someone.
When you search the internet for this topic, you find the most detailed instructions for kissing. When did it ever became rocket science? It's an expression of feelings, not a surgical action. Perhaps I just came across a site for 11 year old pubers who have only hugged their mom before, but if that's the case, what a way to stress them out!
So if you are a 11 year old boy, my advice to you; just go for it, the whole world does it, so why wouldn't you be able to do it!
But aside from the manuals, what does a kiss do to you? It can make you forget about everything and cause the believe that you are the only two people on this planet. It can make you forget you were actually arguing, it has the power to calm your sadness, it takes you to the stars and beyond. Maybe I'm overthinking this, but don't tell me that there is one person that doesn't feel a thing when your synchronous breaths are getting faster and faster, heating up to complete passion..
A kiss seals relationships or leads to one night stands, anyway, it's a universal expression of intimacy, beyond sexual preferences.
I don't know what it is - probably hormones - but do I really want to know?
I mean, I love knowing everything about the body but dissecting feelings as a result of a physical action is where I'm going to draw the line. I suggest we all just enjoy it and consider it as that little part of the day where we don't have to overthink everything.
So get away from your computer, throw on something nice, spray some sexy sent all over you and get yourself a good french kiss!
Lots of love,Tascha ♥
I am lost forever in your kiss
So take me if you want me
Love me if you will
Lost forever in your kiss - Dolly Parton
14 september 2010
Things have changed. Actually, I changed; I fell in love. Not the being nervous because that boy is interested in me and I would love some affection. No, i'm experiencing the whole butterflies-in-the-stomach-and-damn-he-really-is-perfect-for-me-thing. Normally I wouldn't even post this online because I would be to afraid to get hurt and humiliated, but I trust him and I believe there's a reason why we're together.
I know this part didn't sound like me, but I haven't changed that much. Now, I believe that a relationship can stay fun after seeing eachother every day, but I'm still not that cheesy girl who needs to hear that her boyfriend loves her all the time. And I still am the person I was. Never did, never will change myself for a boy. Love me or hate me, as Lady Sovereign would say.
The great part brings me to the sucky part; I'm starting school again next monday. No more time to be with him every day, less time to hang out with my friends. Although I'm excited about my studies, it's back to reality. And saying that last part made me realise that in two days, we're having an anniversary. As I recall, my first message on this blog was called 'back to reality'. Happy birthday to fast life.! It's been so amazing to ventilate boredom, anger, sadness, melancholy, all kinds of emotions to this blog and not caring who reads it. I certainly realise that I have only one loyal reader and he's my boyfriend, but I don't really care.
It feels good to type the shit out of me.
So i'll keep writing this blog a little bit longer and -hopefully- more frequently.
PS; My opinion at love isn't the only thing that has changed; I cut my hair and I'm still not used to it ;D. It's darker and I have a pony now, so nervous for everyone's reaction!
Type to you soon!
Lots of love,Tascha ♥
They tell me girl it's not like you to fall this way
I try my best to wear a disguise
But it's written on my face
Crazy little thing called love - Rihanna